graceland's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Come here heartbreaker When I was a little girl I was covered from head to toe with scrapes and cuts. The whole pain of falling never really registered with me. This went on until after college. It takes me a little longer than the average bear. I was admitted to the emergency room nearly every summer through college. It wasn't a summer until I had an accident. My family and friendss used to create a pool at the start of every summer based on when I might get injured. I was always a risk taker. If there was a ramp, I was going to jump it on my bike, up to my last bike accident at 24 when I jumped a curb to a drainage pipe and ended up laying on the sewage grate with brush burns down my leg. That was the last accident. Somehow I think that I took this lesson to the extreme. I can't remember the last time I took a real risk. That's a problem. I need to put myself out there. I need to shake this new fear of pain. Not physical pain, the pain that comes with love. 8:32 a.m. - 2003-10-18 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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