graceland's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Me Facing Off I I don't know why I am so tired lately. Yes, things have been rough, but I used to have more energy. Or maybe I wasted less energy on the things that are rought. Work kinda sucks. It's so busy, with me doing a million things at once that I can't even stop and think. What I'd really think to stop and think about is what I'd like to do from here. Do I open my own firm? Do I go in-house in a music related company? Which one? Doing what? When do I write the book? I'm trying to take a break from my NYC friends. Everyone is acting all crazylike! I need some serenity not all of this drama. I somehow have developed a crush on a guy I've spoken to for about a year and refused to meet. That is enormously frustrating. I'm trying to get back in shape and get to a place where I feel good again before I meet him, but that takes time. I'm trying to remind myself that everything will work out but I can't stop the mounting frustration with this standoff I've reached. 8:46 p.m. - 2003-07-17 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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